I was out with some friends tonight talking about things in life. love, plans, boxes, society and much more. and i came to a conclusion.
What i thought i needed, wasn't what i needed.
What i wanted, has become increasingly a pain in my ass, and turns out its not at all what i want.
they tell me i'm crazy, but maybe its just the illusion of what i thought i wanted that was so appealing. Its one of those "a piece of cake would be SO good right now" moments. At first thought, yes, you would like a piece of cake, as it is delicious. But upon further thought, it really isn't what would be best for you at that moment.
Another thing i realized is that the time i spend with my friends, doing activities that DONT COST MONEY, are my favorite moments. I value those activities WAY more than i value a nice dinner and movie. We just threw marshmallows at each other and played board games and had snacks, just like we were living in a simpler life.
Life can be a simple as you want it to be.
You can choose to be a part of whatever society you desire.
You are what you want to be.
You cannot get away from lies, but you can stop telling them.
You cannot escape boxes, just choose them wisely.
RELATIONSHIP IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN SLEEP!
sleep is a waist.
Honesty and openness is a key.
Almost every girl i ever met is in no way reliable.
she wasn't everything i hoped she was. And i wasn't surprised in the least.
